Thank you so much for the kind words, thoughts, prayers and amazing words of encouragement you all have shared with me and my family during this difficult time. Although John was ill, his death was unexpected and I still find myself unable to believe what has happened. I know I will be alright but it is proving to be a little more difficult than I thought – I feel like the air has been knocked out of me and I can’t catch my breath. I rejoice in knowing that he will no longer suffer but the selfish part of me wants him here – my ever present companion, he was the love of my life. That being said, I can’t tell you how blessed I was to be his wife, the mother of his children and his best friend. I count myself fortunate to have and had a beautiful love full of rich memories. I still have that, I’ll keep it always. Thanking God for every day we had together, we had an opportunity to live every day to the fullest and that’s John legacy to me.
John was diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma in 2001 and we know he’d had it for years before it was actually diagnosed. Back in 2007, the doctors sent John home to die, saying those many years ago that there was nothing they could do. There may have been nothing they could do but we know that God wasn’t done with him yet. If you have read back to the beginning of my blog, you can probably guess that Amazing Paper Grace was created out of my despair and prayer, while we were waiting. I thank God for leading me down this path. Of course John prevailed and gained back all his weight and rallied to have the best years of his life – the icing on the cake, if you will. I’m at that same crossroad again and I have to say that the support, comments and wonderful cards that have been showered on me lift me up more than you can possibly know. I’m taking baby steps, but I know I’ll be sitting back down the craft table this week. I hope you can be patient with me, I have lots more to share. It’s been an amazing journey and this is but one of the the stops. I hope you’ll continue on with me.
Thank you again, I have poured over the cards and am so touched to have received your love. Kelly, my best friend in the world, tells me that some of you were shy to send handmade cards. Please know that I ran my hands over those cards drinking in every word, texture, color and fold – every one of them was exquisite whether simple or detailed. Being a maker of handmade cards, I have to confess I rarely receive handmade ones. These, along with the beautiful store bought cards (that I love too) are going into a memorial album to be passed along for family members to see.
I am surrounded by good! A special thanks to my beautiful friend Kelly Vaughn, she is my rock! She’s lent me her ear and shoulder and I haven’t given them back yet. I also want to let you know that a couple of the companies I work with have been so good to me to help me through this rough patch – Spellbinders, Our Daily Bread Designs and JustRite. They saw to my every need and showered me with tenderness, care and treated me like family. Most of all, thanks to you for reaching out to me in a continued time of great need. My entire family was astonished by the support and outpouring of love from my blog friends . . . so was I. They no longer wonder why this is my favorite place to be.
Click in to visit me daily. For some time I’ve had plans for new things here on Amazing Paper Grace and I intend to follow through. I hope you’ll continue to visit and be a part of my life. Treasured friends, thanks again.
Hugs,
Becca
Becca, your courage is inspiring to those of us who know you by way of your blog and your beautiful work……… Just know that you are thought of each day many of us. I remember when my own daughter lost the love of her life suddenly a few years ago. There are still days that are very hard for her, but life goes on for those of us left behind. I know your faith will see you and your family through the tough times.
The Lord never leaves us, but we sometimes stray from Him, hold fast in that assurance.
Much love and many prayers.
Estelle
Becca:
I’m still lifing you up. Take all the time you need. We, your dedicated Blog friends ( I hope I can speak for them) will give you all the time you need. I’m thankful you had many beautiful and memorable times with John. These memories will comfort you in days to come.
What hope you’ve shared! You have lifted MY spirits today…how can that be?? You are very special and are loved by many. Much love and peace as you enter this new phase of your life!!! You are special to everyone whose lives you’ve touched.
You have been on my mind ever since I read the awful news – I’m so, so sorry for your loss. I lost my favorite aunt to Mulitple Myeloma a few years ago. Cherish your sweet memories and know that you were a good wife and are very much loved by many people, most notably John.
Becca – I have been checking your blog each day and praying for you and your family. There is so much love in the world and all of it is priceless. I hope you will grasp on to the love all around you and let it carry you for awhile. We have all seen the depth of your love in your work and you will be able to demonstrate that love again soon. I will keep checking and praying and sending you love. Blessings on this day and every day.
I echo Robbie’s sentiments – your beautiful words and vision of a strong, loving marriage to your best friend is a true blessing. I am married to a man with whom I was in kindergarten, junior high, high school and beyond. We’ve been married for 38 years and I, too, praise God for putting him in my life. Thank you for sharing these thoughts and touching others with them. God bless you and your family with peace and His ever-constant presence.
Kris, Wadsworth, OH
désolé je ne savais pas mais je trouvais que tu postais moins souvent, toutes mes condoléances bisous
Hi Becca, I lost my grandfather to Multiple Myeloma in 1988 and I can’t tell you how proud I am of you for your strength to support your husband through that time and your husbands’ strength to persevere through his stuggle.
Although I do not comment often on your blog Becca, I feel like I know you well…I have been subscribed for a couple of years and I simply adore your art work. (I work full time and I have little time to comment on anyone’s blog).
I want to share my sadnessa in your loss…and prayers are being sent your way. Please KNOW that my prayers are sincere and wishing God to help you through this time in your life.
Hugs and Blessings ~ Velta
Becca: I join the others in sending my prayers and support your way. Isn’t God good to bless us with people in our lives that we can love and make memories with? When I lost my dad as a pedestrian victim, it was ever so hard. But the love of God, family, and friends along with memories of him somehow all combined to make a support system like no other in the world. Looking back, we know that is what really helped us through that hard time. May we (your blog followers) somehow add strength to that support network for you and help you on your journey of healing after your loss. Much love and many hugs to you at this time and always. {I just marvel at how I have become attached to you and have never met you in person! That just shows the power of the human family when we come together in a common cause. Wow. So neat.}
What an encouragement your beautiful words were to me this morning. I have tears in my eyes as I write this now.
You are such a blessing. I will continue to lift you and your family up to the Lord. May the Lord be your strength and your encouragement when the days are hard.
Becca
All my hugs and prayers to you right now, we are all behind you, we love you don’t ever forget that, Hold on to those memeories, and take one day at a time,
hugs
Michele S.
Your current Blog entry is why you are so Blessed, because you Belss so many others! I can’t imagine what you are going through, but i like so many others send you love , hugs, and prayers.
Cheryl
Gosh…….what wonderful, wise words Becca, and at such a terrible time for you too….I feel very honoured and also humble to be privy to your thoughts and feelings – please know that I’m just one among what must be many hundreds of people across the world wishing you well….God Bless xxx
Your blog continues to be a testimony of how God can use the tragic events in your life for good. Keep sharing God’s love through your creativity. May God’s love and strength comfort and uphold you during the coming days.
It’s so nice to hear from you again Becca, I have truly missed your daily blog updates, but also know that you have been extremely busy these past couple of weeks trying to get your life back together and feeling normal again, which I’m sure will take some time. Your love for John would always shine through in your blogs and with that and all the wonderful memories that the two of you shared, and the many, many friends that you have been blessed with, I have no doubt in my mind that you’ll get through this.
Still praying for you Becca,
Judy from Vermont
Becca, as a widow of 15 years, I can tell you have already done the hardest part. Even though you may only take baby steps, if you turn around and look back, you will see how far you have come. Peace will settle into your soul and you will know your husband is in a better place.
Everyone is blessed to have you back Becca! You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers and I wish you continued strength.
Yes…one day at a time…I for one am looking forward to your inspiration and always check your blog…even though I can’t post all the time…I’m ALWAYS here… :)
Marian
I’m sure it will be difficult for a long time to come. That is a tough cancer. Many blessings are being sent your way… Hang in there!
God’s blessings to you and your family. I was so sad to learn of your loss. Your words of love and strength are an inspiration to those of us with a spouse. We should all be reminded that each day truly is a gift. I was in the hospital for a week and my hubby brought my computer when I was up to typing with different iv needles in my arms. I cried when i read your blog. Please know that many of us on the keyboards in cyberspace send you oodles of hugs and prayers.
Stay well,
AnnMarie
All the love and support that we can muster is being sent you you Becca.!
Dear Becca, I am so sorry for your loss, but like you we know God will pick us up and hold our hand when we need his love the most. I am glad to see you are feeling somewhat better. As for your admirers in the blogging world we are here for you whenever you need us. You have inspired us so much with your talents and your loving strength for your family. May God conntinue to bless you and strengthen you and your family.
Dear Becca
Your story is a great reminder that no matter what I may be going through…someone else’s burden is always heavier than the one I currently bear. I pray God’s richest blessings upon you and your family and that he continues to wrap you all in his love. You are truly a blessing for me and I anxiously await your creativity.
Hugs back at ya.
Fonda
Becca,
In this modern world of blogging we somehow feel we know you and we really don’t. That dose not mean you have not touched our lives with your talents and heart felt words.You have made me think of my relation ship with my husband and family. We are not promised a life of everything good.God gives us all gifts and talents and strength to live our lives to our fullest to give honor and glory to HIM.I see that in your words and beautiful cards.You are surrounded by people who love you but most of all you have the comfort of knowing that God is good and faithful, what peace that must be in this difficult time. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.
A friend you have never met,
Donna
Becca, you encourage us with your beautiful art and more importantly with your Love and Faith in God. {{HUGS}}
Yes, Becca, it will never get any easier. It just gets less hard, and a little more bearable. God is so faithful to hold us up, and He becomes even more our sustainer. With tears in my eyes today as I read your blog, it becomes even more real how God loves us and will forever be our complete source of strength and encouragement. Holding tighter to Him is the only answer. There’s a song that Pastor sang for me, “When answers aren’t enough there is Jesus”. May that be your ever present knowledge, there is Jesus. My continued love and prayers to you!
oh Becca, I continue to hold you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Sandra
I have been busy retiring from work and then an immediate vacation but your card (not homemade) hit the mail today. I was so sorry to hear about your loss. I lost my husband 6 years ago and it will take awhile to adjust. You will be doing just great then out of the blue something will trigger your emotions. It might be a commercial advertising thier favorite food or a church pitch in where their favoriate pie is displayed. My husband loved cherry pie and I never cared for it but I always pick the cherry pie to eat in honor of his memory. I am getting to where I sort of like cherry pie. Anyway enough about me. I know the Lord has his hands on you. Something strange happened…within a couple of weeks two card making websites that I visit all the time the wives have both lost thier husbands. I pray for you both.
It was wonderful to hear from you, Becca! Take one day and one baby step at a time. It is hard to lose a loved one like John with whom you shared your life and love. Please know that we are all here for you in your times of need and that we love you. May you garner strength from your memories of John and the love of your family and friends during this difficult time.
Becca, It was a lovely surprise to find your message on the blog today. What a brave & couragous person you are to think of your ‘bloggers’ at such a time, and we are grateful to you. You & John walked a hard road together these last years, but you made it; & you made it count for something. Now you have to continue this road – for the moment – alone. BUT you are NOT really alone. God is there with you,… remember Footsteps in the Sand. Also, John is there too. As long as the love remains, so does the loved one. Just not there physically, but on another level. You take the time to do what YOU need to recover the ‘you’. Know that all your blogger friends will understand and wait until you are totally ready. As usual the card is wonderful, and SO are you. Hope that I can meet you someday. God Bless and shelter you in His loving arms until you are strong enough to make your own ‘Footsteps’ once more. And Baby Steps are just fine, until you can make regular footsteps again.
You continue to be in my prayers. God will always be there for us and I know he will give you strength and peace. Your wonderful memories will be a source of comfort in the coming months and years. I speak from experience, take one day at a time to give yourself time to grieve for your loss. Even though we know our loved ones are no longer in pain we long to hug them one more time, or hear their voice one more time so it takes time to be able to cope.
Hugs and prayers
Linda
Becca, I can not know the pain you have felt, but I do know that love is timeless and yours will last for an eternity and one day you and John will be reunited in heaven and can share the love Our Lord has for us all. PLease know the connection of your blog friends is too one of love and caring. God’s blessings on you and your children.
Becca,
Your strength helps all of us as our hearts hurt so badly for your loss. It is so hard to say goodbye to those we love, yet we know they are at peace with the Lord. God be with you during this very difficult time and know that there are hundreds of prayers being said for you everyday.
Thank you sweet Becca for sharing with us what you have been through. I lost my step dad John to multiple myeloma many years ago – it’s not a kind disease. I’m glad that your John rallied and had some good years. Lifting you up in thought and prayer. May your happy, warm memories bring you comfort and peace – today and in the future.
I feel your pain, I actually lost my husband in the same manner, a long illness and watching him suffer, this was in 1992 I still have hard times with it, I also lost my Mother in 2006 and four months later lost my second husband. It is difficult and sometimes I ask will I ever be happy again. I think one of the worst things is the lonlieness. All of my children are grown and on their own with their own families, I see them but its just not the same as having no one to come home to or to come home to you. Make sure you have someone to talk to I think that is a big part of what I am lacking. I hope only the best for you……
What a beautiful note from you, Becca. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
You are such an inspiration, taking time to talk to us during your time of grief. We lost my father in law five years ago to the same thing. It is such a rare form of cancer but popping up more and more. Your faith in God, your love for your husband has really touched my heart and I am so sorry for your loss.
It was so good to click on my e-mail this morning and see your post. I have thought of you every day and have walked this walk with you both on a personal and spiritual level. I am looking forward to all you have to bring us and I know that it will bring blessings to us and be a healing for you. Thanks for sharing with us. Anna
No words, just hugs and prayers. . . .
There really are no words of comfort that will make things all better but I pray for you and your family to find the time to enjoy the small moments of time that you find happy memories. It is in these happy moments that you can find healing. God doesn’t give use more than we can handle though sometimes I wonder myself.
Becca, You and your family have been in my prayers. It is so nice to know that we are in the shelter of our Lord. I will continue to pray that He will keep you there and comfort you and your family. Blessings to you and may His peace surround you and the memories of your beloved John bring comfort to you and your family.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings. I am so happy that you and John had the years together. May the Lord continue to uplift you and help you over the rough times.
I am so sorry for your lost! God be with you and your family, Becka!
Hugs from Desiree in Norway
Becca,
You are such a strong woman and such an inspiration. You have such a gift for creating beautiful cards but I feel that even if you didn’t create and you only blogged about your faith I would still come to read. I have felt for a long time that the words you share about your faith are important. Please don’t be afraid to share with us what is on your heart. We are hear to “listen” and mostly to pray for you. Your love for your husband is such an example of God’s true love and you have encouraged me to not take my family for granted. May God continue to give you strength for each day. His mercies are new every morning.
Hugs and prayers
crystal
Dear Becca,
I know you will have the courrage to continue. Your John will always be with you in your memory.
From Belgium with love,
Karin
Lots of love and prayer being sent your way.
Valerie
Becca,
Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us today. I continue to pray that God will lift you up in this days and months ahead of you. Sending big hugs.
Melody
Thank you for continuing to inspire your blog friends, Becca! As you walk this difficult path of grief, please know that many are standing with you and are being blessed by your courage and strength and the creativity that continues to pour from your hands.
Becca!
God is SO GOOD!!!!!! He NEVER leaves us & He puts JUST THE RIGHT people in our lives, to reach out and touch/ hold us when we need a physical touch, at JUST THE RIGHT TIME!!!!!!!! I can’t even imagine the emptyness you’re feeling right now, having lost your John! I can only IMAGINE, & I WOULDN’T LIKE IT AT ALL!!!! As many of the women have ALREADY told you–some of them speaking from experience…. Take your time, baby steps and gradually work your way back where you feel you need to be!!! As one of the earlier ladies wrote too, your blog friends are dedicated to you!!!I think I too can say this, because NOBODY can do the BEAUTIFUL ART of Becca!!!! I’ve not seen ANYTHING out there in blogville that even compares!!!!!!!!!!!! Not to mention, the SWEET SPIRIT with which it is delivered!!!!!!!!!! We’re still praying for you!!!! LOADS OF LOVE & HUGS!!!!!!!!
Hi Becca! I’m so sorry for your loss! It’s never easy to lose someone who’s been a part of our lives for many years. I lost my dad in December 2007, and it’s still hard realizing he’s not here. He died here in my home and he, too, rallied after we were told he had 6 months to live. But God had a plan for him, and he lived another 14 months. We don’t always know the end from the beginning, but I know of a certainty that, if we put our lives in His hands, we can’t go wrong. Someone once said, “We have nothing to fear for the future except as we forget how the Lord has led us in the past.” Hold on to that promise, and trust that He will take care of you. Like you, I miss my dad very much, but, as he always used to say, “Discouragement is the anesthetic that the devil gives you just before he cuts your heart out.” He also used to say, “Keep looking up!” Words to live by, huh? Take care of yourself now. As a caregiver, it’s hard to think about doing anything for yourself, but you must if you are to survive!!
(((HUGS)))
Becca
I am so sorry for the loss you have suffered and am keeping your family wrapped in prayer.
I lost my husband several years ago and know the loss you are feeling. I am so glad to see you posting again as it is a good thing.
With love and respect,
Val
Sweet Becca,
you have been on my heart so often and I pray for you often!! Take your time and take those baby steps…there is nothing more important than you to take time for yourself!! I understand it will take time for you to heal. You have been with John, the love of your life, for so long, through sickness and health, literally, it is not going to be easy. Being a woman of faith you know that John is watching you from heaven, as GOD is giving you a little more strength and peace every day. I am looking forward to see what you’ll have to share with us and the changes you will make. Sending you lots of {{{HUGS}}} and prayers, Brina ;D
Becca,
I’m so glad to hear from you. I will continue to lift you up through this journey. Take care. Cynthia
Becca: I am relatively new to your blog, and even though we have never met, it is amazing how the Holy Spirit binds us together in love. I can even say that I feel your loss. I will continue to pray for you as you proceed through this period and know that God’s grace will truly sustain you. You’re an amazing lady and glad to know you’re a sister in Christ.
Cindy
Becca, like you, I am a widow. The difference between us is that I was only 21 years old when I lost my husband. It was very difficult, and I can understand completely what you are going thru, although every person is different. In a way, I was ‘lucky’ enough to be young, and had 2 small children to look after. So my days were taken care of, and I was busy with them. I have always thought that when you have been with someone so long, it must be so much tougher. My children are now grown up, and I have 2 grandchildren. The Lord has been very good to me.
All I can say is time does heal, but it takes some time!!
I have been reading most of the messages left for you, and I know what a blessing they have been to you, and will continue to mean to you in the future. How wonderful to be so loved by so many :o) You have always been so open and sharing with us, that we feel like we have known you for so long.
God Bless you!
Kind regards
Helen
Becca, when I open my computer in the mornings, your blog is always one of the first things I look for and you have made me look good. People keep telling me I am talented but I always tell them it is Becca Feeken who gives me the inspiration. I have a huge file with your creations. Now you give inspiration for those going through dark times.
You are still in my prayers for God’s continued strength and comfort. Life is not always easy, but it is so precious to have someone you love by your side. I can’t speak to your loss personally. I have been married 52 years to my life’s love (next to Jesus) and while we had a close call a year and a half ago, he is still with me.
You are loved by many who don’t know you personally. Your faithful love to your husband and your creative work are an inspiration to many of us and we feel like you are a personal friend.
God bless you in all things, Nancy
Becca, as I read your message to all of us, I kept thinking what great love you had and will continue to have in your life and your inner strength and beauty as a person. This is the hardest test of your faith you will probably endur in your lifetime, but knowing your love of John, family and God will get you through this. We are all here for you and will stand by your side. Take as much time as you need because we all understand and want what is best for you. I will continue to follow your blog forever! You are the best creative talent I have seen around the blog world!
Becca, I read your words this morning with tears in my ears. I’ve never met you but feel a strong connection through your blog. I have thought of you often since Kelly gave us the sad news that you lost your beloved John. Now I understand the name of your blog. You are definitely an amazing woman with such fabulous talent and faith. You have filled my life with grace and beautiful thoughts. Your paper creations are the best on the internet. Take small steps each day and celebrate the life you had with John. Again don’t worry about your blog. Just take the time to heal.
Many hugs and prayers.
Shirley L.
Roseville, CA
Dear Becca – once again I give you my deepest sympathy and sincere condolences for the loss of your beloved John. You are an amazing woman in so many areas of your life, not the least of which was your wonderful partnership with John. I know the Lord will see you through this. He gave you such grace, courage, and strength and He will see that you use those through this difficult transition. I am looking forward to your future blog entries and what you have in store for us. Many hugs to you dear blog friend, Shawna
Becca, I just found out and am so deeply sorry, the love story you have shared with us over time was a farytale. I know you are richly blessed by gods love, that rains over you with each breath, as a women of faith you know that john is watching over you, he will be guiding you each step along with God. As I pray for you each day know that you are not alone. keep looking up open yor heart for the love we feel for you and or prayers, you are a beacon of hope, sunshine for me, I so love reading your blog. May God bless you today and everyday many hugs to you.
Soo good to hear from you again Becca. I don´t think, I can add anymore, than the fellow crafters here already have said, but please know, that I´ll keep you and your family in my heart and prayers sstill and I know, you´ll get throug this styronger than ever, and just remember all the good and happy memories some times. It´s sooo wonderful to have you back with us hun.
Have a good time after all and please take very good care of yourself hun.
BIiig warm hugs Maryann
It is wonderful to hear from you! I know you need time to heal and although there will always be a void there, your family and friends will also be there. You are an amazing person and I truly enjoy your work. I will continue to visit your blog so even if you don’t have time to craft, I enjoy hearing of your day. Please take care and know we will always be here!
Praying for you! I can’t imagine the hurt you are experiencing. I am thankful you had such a special husband and friend. Thanks for sharing your faith with us. May God hold you tight in His hand and bring healing to your aching heart.
Your faith and love for your husband and God brings me to tears (good ones). I admire how strong you are and hope this will make you even stronger. Just wanted to send you a quick note to let you know that I am thinking of you even thought we don’t know each other. You are a wonderful person and I am so glad you ‘touch’ so many of us with your words and creations.
Dear Becca,
You have a beautiful spirit and heart. I will be waiting as song as it takes for you to get back to your blog. You have been and continue to be an inspiration to me both in you art and faith.
I know that our Holy Father will keep you close to Himself during this time of pain and loss.
You are in my prayers always. Please take care of your self.
Love and Blessings,
Deb V
Welcome home, it is so good to hear from you again. I want you to know how special you are to me, my friend. My heart has been full as I have prayed for you and your family these past two weeks. Thank you for sharing your heart as well as your art.
Dearest Becca, it is so good to see your words and hear the strength of your neverending faith in Our Father. I am amazed at how much comfort you are giving to me – a stranger who just feels so sad for you and your family. Please continue to feel the warm hugs, prayers and wishes for peace coming to you from all of us.
Becca,
I will continue to lift you and your family up in prayer. I am so glad that
you will continue to be a part of my life through this blog ministry of yours. That is how i see your blog anyway, as a ministry. You are such a
blessing to me and i am sure to so many others. May God continue to
comfort you with his loving arms as we most certainly know he will.
Whatever and whenever you choose to share with us, I will be waiting
no matter how long it takes. Also, thank Kelly for us as well for keeping us updated in the interim.
Love in Christ,
Kathy H
God Bless Becca
thinking of you and your family
Yvonne
Thank you, Becca for letting us know how you’re doing, and thank you, Kelly, for being such a good friend to Becca during this time! I cannot begin to imagine what you’re going through. I pray that God will continue to “Lift You Up” and that each passing day your love will not diminish, but the pain will. I love the song by that name. Hang in there, Becca! Hugs, prayers and love to you!
Becca my love. What hope you have given me by sharing.
This time last year my beloved husband, of 37 years, was not expected to survive a last ditch operation.
But survive he did, for which my 3 sons and I are truely grateful.
I hope I shall be allowed to keep him a while longer.
I trust that we shall be as strong as you and your dear husband. He will always be with you in your heart and memories and present through your beautiful children.
With much love
Cally ~from across the pond
Sweet lady, you make us see that life can go on after devastating circumstances. You are showing God’s grace in every thing you say and do. Hold your memories close and savor them! They are the best that life has to offer.
Hugs, Darsie
Dear Becca,
Since I read of the passing of your wonderful husband, John. I have thought about you every single day.
Reading your message today, I am so inspired by your courage through everything that you and John have endured over the past years. The love that you shared will never die, and John will always be there by your side.
Sending much love, warm thoughts and prayers.
Marie xx
Becca,
It’s great to hear from you. I’ve been through this and it’s not easy but you take it one step at a time. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and you will make it.
Share with friends if you feel like it. Do what is best for you now.
Hugs!!
Thank Kelley on our behalf for keeping us updated when you were unable to…..it is SO good to have you back with us again…those of us across the world feel so helpless, apart from being able to pray for you all of course.
Little steps are fine and we will wait until you are ready to enthrall us again….to make us gasp again at your creativeness.
Lots of love from
Joyce
in Northern Ireland.
Becca, bless you my dear.. what you’ve written about your life with John, I could have written about my husband of 41 years..I know you’ve been magnificently blessed to have had him in your life, and I understand the sorrow and the emptiness you must be feeling with his loss.. I have followed your blog now for some time, and know too, what strength you have, and know you will come through this even stronger than before..
Blessings to you and yours!
Memories are what keeps us going and it is obvious that you have so many wonderful ones. I will continue to send prayers to you and your family. What an amazing person you are.
Becca, though I cannot know the pain that you feel, I just know that I hurt for you and your loss. Since first reading about your dear husband John’s passing, you have been in my thoughts, daily. Sending warm thoughts and cyber hugs for the difficult days ahead.
Dear Sweet Becca, I have just read your first post since the passing of John. I cried as I read. How SWEET!!!! Of course I only know you and John through your blog; however I always thought that both your faces so reflect the sweet spirit of God. You and your family will remain in my prayers each day. I know God will comfort you in the knowledge that John is in a better place. Brace yourself, honey, because after we endure tragedies, we’re always recieve blessings from God. And I KNOW your blessing is going to be a whopper! I will, of course, be following your blog daily as always and will be looking forward to the changes you talk about! God bless you and your family!
Becca, It’s good to hear your “voice” again. Thank you for taking time out to share John’s history and hope it helps you to talk about it. It can be difficult for people to express their sympathy to you, but nothing said at all is worse. Know that we all care about you and your family and will continue to view your work in awe as usual. Your blog is the first one I go to every day and will always stay that way. Peace be with you!
Thanks for sharing your heart with us, Becca, and please thank Kelly for hijacking your blog and filling us in. I’m SO thankful you have the Lord as your fortress and strong tower to run to, not to mention your blessed friend, Kelly, to walk beside you as you venture out onto this new path in life. Let the tears flow and may the healing power of the Lord hold your bruised and broken heart in His hands and breath strength and peace into it as well as heal it and fill it with a joy that surpasses all understanding. HUGE (((hugs))) to you, and don’t rush back. Take the time you need, we’ll all be here when you get back :)
So good to hear from you again, Becca. My heart breaks for your loss and pain. Having lost my parents and five of my siblings plus my husband’s parents and sister, I know your pain. You have been blessed with a wonderful husband, but God lends these wonderful people to use for only a time. And the time they have spent with us is so very precious. Hold tight to the Lord and the wonderful memories you have gathered over the years. You are loved by so many and are an inspiration to all us all. Love and prayers to you and your family.
I, too, lost my husband unexpectedly. I, too, felt like I couldn’t breath the first couple months. So I know exactly how you feel. My husband was fine Sat. morning and dead Sun. night. Such a shock.
The one thing that I read that brought a smile to my face each time I saw it was……….
DON”T CRY BECAUSE IT”S OVER
SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED.
Sure hope this helps you. I typed it out and put it in my husbands picture on the microwave where I see it every day.
God bless you my dear stamping friend.
Your nephew introduced me to your blog and I am so grateful he did. It is such an encouragement to see how God works in our lives even when we are forced to walk through the valleys. I am so sorry for your loss and will continue to keep you in my prayers and let me tell you I like to pray. I’m sure He thinks I could ease up a bit but He’s the Lord, He can take it. Sending you lots of love and blessings from Fargo, ND…
OMGoodness I will always have you and yours in my prayers.
The loss of a loved one is a hard one but GOD is there for you.
Not everone is blessed with such a sole mate and you were
truley blessed…..better days ahead….he would want that
for you…he gave you a special gift of love.
Hugs from Texas
I do not have many words as I am choked up right now. Please know how much we love you and continue to pray for you and your family.
God bless! Angie
It’s so good to have you posting again. Kelly was wonderful to give updates on you while you were gone. I know that your belief in and strength from God will help you to heal. We’re all still here for you and will welcome you back when you feel like sharing some of your marvelous talents with us again.
Your words are as beautiful and special as your cards!
You were so blessed to have a great love like that with John
and it is so natural you would be wanting to keep him longer.
I will pray for your comfort and God’s love and peace to be so real
to you each day.
Hugs, Dawn V.V.
There is not much more to say. We are all so glad to see you back. Looking back at the “adventures” that I have had in life, I wish that there were ways to have been able to “journal” my thoughts thru blog. Looking forward, I want to encourage you to keep the faith and continue writing it out wherever it may be. The notes that I had written, the questions I had, friendships made thru the times will become more like a well seasoned blend bringing you even more comfort in future times. Thanks so much for all you have done. You truly have been a blessing in many ways that you will never know until that day.
Becca,
I know that exact feeling of not being able to breath. All I can say is that is does go away and you will once again breath deeply. I am so glad to here you had many extra years with your beloved John. God is better to us then He has to be.
Debbie
Becca just know that God will see you through. I lost two of my daughter to a car accident and then shortly after my mother to cancer, but with the help of the Lord He has brought me through and I know that He will do the same for you. You are in my prayers and will continue to be, because what I found out is after all the phone calls and cards had stopped the realty was still there, they were gone, but God wasn’t! God will never leave you nor will he forsake you, keep trusting in the Lord on a daily basis. Much Love to you and your family.
Dearest Becca –
I’ve been checking every day for any snippet of news and was overjoyed to see that you had posted!
You are such an inspiration on more than simply a creative level, Becca. Your blog is a testimony to love – love of God – love of your husband and family – love of creating beautiful projects – and love of sharing.
You brighten my day – as you obviously also do for so many others. We feel that we know you through your writings and creations and you have blessed us with your generosity.
The love that you and John shared shines through your writing and gives a wonderful testimony to any who stop by here. May the wonderful memories you have, particularly those of the last 3 years, ease your heart and may the knowledge that he is with our Lord and Saviour bring you peace.
You all continue in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs
Anne (UK)
Becca,
How wonderful of you to take time to let us all know how you are doing. Our LORD GOD has definitely given you strength during this hard time. Allow yourself time to grieve and whatever you decide to do in this time will be deeply felt by all who know you personally and all of us who are blessed by you through this blog. May the Spirit of God lead you and strengthen you…………we will all be here for you when and if you need us. Looking forward to more of your awesome talent if the LORD so leads you. In HIS love…………………………..
Hugs and continued prayers for you and your family.
Becca, you inspire many through your work on this blog–but so much more inspiration is in your testimony. Though I don’t know you personally, you & John have been an inspiration to me & my family. I found your blog shortly after my Dad passed away unexpectedly, and it was a salve to my hurting heart at that time. God gave him additional years to live too–just as he did your hubby. Our prayers continue for you and your family. I love being a born again Christian–knowing I’ll see my Dad again one day, just as you will with your best friend. It helps to hold on to that–it pulled my mom through, and I pray it will for you too. Love in Christ, Lisa
Becca,
When I read of your John’s passing it was as though my heart stopped. You have been such an inspiration through your strength and talent. May the God of us all continue to guide you through this difficult path you are taking. The Lord will be with you and your family with His all powerful love. Remember that it takes time to go on, sometimes a minute or a second at a time but the Lord will always be with you.
Love to you all.
Becca – your touching words made me cry, and laugh, today. So strong you seem at a time when you are likely at your most vulnerable! I am so in awe of your cardmaking skills that I too was afraid to send you a card I made, so I merely left some heartfelt words on your blog. I continue to pray for you and your family.
Thank you so much for sharing this with us Becca. I am so pleased that you are beginning to take those first very tentative steps. Take your time we will not go away. God Bless.
Becca, as a subscriber to your blog, I’d check everyday to see if I had received anything from you. I really didn’t expect anything for awhile, so I was pleasantly surprised to read your post today. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I can’t even imagine what you are and will go through because of losing John. I am pleased that you know you are not alone; God is walking with you, your family will bless each other with support, your friends will be there for you, and your faithful ‘blog family’ are standing with you, as well.
You have our devotion and support. I can’t imagine anyone expecting that you will be sharing cards right away. Hear our love and patience and continue to give yourself that love and patience, too.
My heart hurts for the pain you have to go through at this time, my 24 year old son passed away April 28, 2001.. like you, I am so grateful for the love we all shared and all the great memories he left us with but sure do miss the hugs. Praying for peaceful moments in your days and that you always feel your husbands love around you…
I don’t have the words to express myself through these tears. Continuing to pray for you and your family.
Becca, you are amazing. Here we are trying to lift you up and you end up lifting us up. Your courage and love filled spirit are inspiring. I lost my oldest son 4 years ago. If it had not been for God being in my life and in my heart, I do not think I would have made it. He is amazing. Know that I think of you everyday and my prayers go up for you and your family. Thank you for letting us in for just a little while.
Debbie
I continue to hold you and your family in my prayers. I don’t comment that often on your blog but I check each and every day and thank you for the blessing that you have poured out in your beautiful cards and your kind spirit. I pray that the memories you cherish of your time with John will be present as you begin the next chapter of your life.
Dear Becca,
It has been so wonderful to read your wise and beautiful words today, and to know that you were feeling strong enough for a while to sit and write them.
I was so deeply saddened and shocked when I heard the news that you had lost your beloved John so suddenly, and I’ve been thinking of you every day. I’m truly sorry for your enormous loss and for the heartache you are suffering. It has been very comforting to know that you’ve been receiving such huge support from your dearest friend Kelly, who has also been a friend to us all, recently, bless her.
I am one of those who travelled backwards to the very first page of your blog when I first came across Amazing Paper Grace. Since then, you have been a daily inspiration, not only through your exquisite creations but also because you have shared your daily life, the love which has surrounded you and your family, the good times and the bad, all with such courage, wisdom and grace, and not least your ever-present special brand of humour.
It is heartening to learn that you’ve received such wonderful care and support from the companies you work with. I’m so glad to know that they’ve been there for you when you’ve needed them most.
I will most certainly pop-by to see you each day, and will delight, as always, in seeing more of your beautiful work on those days when you are feeling able … tiny little steps.
Thank you, Becca, for the huge pleasure you bring and for the inspiration you so generously share … you are Amazing.
I will be keeping you in my thoughts.
With Hugs & Love, Melodie
Becca – Hi. I have been a follower and subscriber for quite sometime and never left a comment. Not even when I heard your sad news. I am sorry for that. I just know sometimes there are no words to say. I truly hope that your pain begins to heal soon.
I write today because when I read what your husband was diagnosed with I felt an instant connection. See my mother was diagnosed with Multiple Myleoma 3 year ago…finally after lots of testing and NO answers. She was sick for the past three years and slowly became a frail and ornery woman. I was there when she took her last breath on July 30th…just me and my grandma – how ironic. The person (her mom) there when she took her first breath and the girl (me) who she was there for my first breath into this world. I feel your heart ache and know your struggles – my heart goes out to you and your family.
xo
tina
Becca, we understand that it may take a while before you feel chipper again. Know that we are here for you and prayers continue to go up on your behalf!
Continued prayers and warm loving thoughts for you, Becca. Your post today was so touching. I am so happy that we met this year at CHA-Summer. You are a strong and loving person…I just wanted to give you a “HUG” and let you know we are here for you! xo
No one can ever know exactly how you feel, but please take comfort in knowing that we share your grief and pain through the experiences in our own lives, and still, somehow, we come out stronger for it. The best thing you can hold right now is your memories – that’s what gets us through the hard times. You’re always in our thoughts and prayers.
You sound good Becca. I can’t even imagine being in your shoes but I can tell you are being lifted – dare I say carried – by His spirit and his messengers (friends, family, and those maybe you don’t see).
Continuing to pray for you. May you have peace and comfort. Strength and understanding.
with love….
Becca, we understand you will need some time to work through this difficult time in your life. When you are ready to craft again, we will be here waiting. Take all the time you need. Please know that many prayers continue to go up on your behalf.
luv ya becca, plain and simple. i think you’ve captured in words how anyone would feel, at least me, but you are lucky to have one other best friend to hold you up when you need to lean. peace…
Dear sweet Becca,
I am humbled to have read your hearfelt words this morning. I have not expected to hear from you so soon. Take all of the time you need, hold onto the memories and know, we your cyber family, will be with you every tiny step of the way. I wish I could hug you and cry with you. You have touched all of us so deeply during your difficult time. Thanks again to Kelly, she is your angel here on earth.
Love, Prayers and many hugs,
Loads of hugs and positive vibes heading your way hun, its going to be a bumpy ride with ups and downs but we are all rooting for you here in cyber land :) xx Jen
Becca, your message is so encouraging, I pray that God continues to lift you up in a specail way. You have my prayers.
With love, Vicky
Hi Becca,
Cyber hugs to you. I think of you often, despite the fact we have never met.
Give yourself all the time you need!! You will “feel” John, everyday, everywhere.
Irene
Hi Becca ,
for me its difficult to write in english i’m flemish and live in Belgium .
So i cant express my self so good in english , but i do my best .
I want to give you and your family my deepest sympathy and
lots of strength , i will be keeping you in my thoughts .
Love and hugs to you all.
Jenny
Becca, I’m so glad you and John had years together to give you so many memories! Take all the time you need and know that we’ll be here looking forward to anything you feel up to posting. Your creativity is just amazing and we love that you share it! Hugs to you and your family.
Becca,
What beautiful words in tribute to your husband, John. He was truely blessed to be so loved as are you.
I love to look at your work, and I know that will help you through this difficult time. God is all around us even in our crafts. He most of all will guide you. When things get hard for me I just know I can let him take those burdens and He will carry them for me.
You and your family are in my prayers,
Chris Handy, fellow card creator.
It is so good to hear from you and love and hugs to you this day. The Lord is with you and will give you strength more and more so everyday. Take you time and treasure each and every moment. Prayers going up and God Bless!
Dear Becca
What an inspiration you are in every way. I am finding it difficult to put into words what I want to say, just sending love to you all the way from England, and I continue thank God for you. May you know His presence and receive His peace, moment by moment. With love.
Becca, My son died five years ago. Grief is much tougher than we think it will be. You will be OK as you lean on God, keep venting your feelings and thoughts, and do your crafting. My heart aches for you as we face the holidays. You can be a little selfish here….do only what YOU think you can handle, and what I have learned is to HAVE A PLAN B!! You may wake up the day of the holiday and not be able to go through with Plan A. IT’S OK!!
Be gentle with yourself and know you are being lifted up in prayer.
HUGS, Linda
Becca, it is great to see words from you again. I am so happy you found the strength to write a bog entry. You have touched so many people with your amazing talent and the trials of you life. I have never met you in person, but I was very sad when Kelly told us of John’s passing. Through your blog I felt as if I knew you. You are truly a beautiful person. You share your talent and techniques without any financial gain. In todays world that is rare.
You are the reason I make cards today. Nearly 2 years ago I was looking for something and accidently stumbled into your site. I was in awe at what I saw and told myself I had to learn to do this. I spent hours that night looking at your archives. I was never interested in rubber stamping, until I saw how you took it to an art form. I followed your link to Splitcoast and the rest is history :)
You will laugh at this but when I am looking at pattern paper, a punch or embellishments I say to myself , “I wonder if Becca would use this?” And if I can see it is not your style I put it back on the shelf . Of course I have spent a small fortune on the products you use:)
I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. If you feel like sharing a card or just sharing a memory we are here
Hugs
Barbara
Inspiration; hope; love; strength: Becca. Take our hugs into your heart.
Becca, we know it will take a while for you to get through this difficult time in your life. You are an inspiration to all of us! Please know that many prayers continue to go up on your behalf.
WELCOME BACK BECCA. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us.
It is obvious that the Lord is with you – all will be fine. It certainly is not selfish to grieve at the loss of a dearly loved one. I needn’t tell you that Jesus wept on hearing of Lazarus’ death – you couldn’t be in better company than that! You are grieving because you loved much, and we are sad on your behalf.
Love, Prayers and Hugs.
Mary Mac
Good Day Becca! It is such a blessing to see you touching out again. I can so empathize with you in wonderment of the friends and “family” we meet and make on the internet. Several years ago I was in a terrible head on car collision when a new driver lost control and ended up in my lane. I had tried to remember everyone when I was able to regain my senses, but it was so hard. My internet friends had noticed that I hadn’t posted in a couple of days which was unusual, so one of them called around, verified that no one I usually talked to had heard from me and then got a phone book for the “area of the state” they knew I lived in and started calling. God blessed them with making a connection with my mother within 12 calls. Before I knew it, prayers were going up for me from one coast to another and even across the pond. Through God’s grace I have far exceeded what the doctors ever thought I could. Through His strength I complete each day as He allows me. I know that He is your strength, Lean on Him as much as you desire, you know He loves it. He has provided everyone around you for your growth, love, encouragement – endulge in it. Time will dull the sharp painful edges leaving only the most beautiful cherished memories you could ever imagine. I so anxiously look forward to see how God is going to move forward in and through you now as most everyone here is. Go at your own pace, we are here for you, we’ll continue to be here for you.
Love from a sister in Him, Cindy
Dear Becca,
It was so good to see a note from you today. We all will be here when you are ready. I thought Linda’s advice to do what you feel you can handle was good. The work is always there and your friends will understand if you are not ready. The Lord be with you.
Have a blelssed day..
Lois
Oh, dear sweet, Becca –
what a surprising joy this am to see you have posted. I have looked everyday to see if your dear friend, Kelly had posted news of you and your family.
I lost the love of my life, almost 7 yrs ago now. I had many cyber and card-making friends who sent me messages that I still treasure. I can tell you some days are easier than others – but God is good.
My John and I as well as you and your John experienced a love that some people never know. I consider myself so blessed that God gave me the love of my life even if it was only for 18 yrs. We will be here my dear friend standing in the gap and keeping you uplifted on those days that your heart takes over. And if we might notice a little tear drop on a card; don’t worry we will shed one with you. Joshua 1:9 ( my life verse) love T
Becca –
Please know that I hold you and your family in my heart and in my prayers. May God hold you in his loving arms and bring you comfort.
Elaine Allen
Your very positive attitude seems to be helping you through this! Good for you. Hold tight to those memories; maybe even sit and meditate on them when times are tough, you are lonely and missing him the most. I’m so glad you will be posting again so soon. Best wishes, Rebecca
Hello Becca I cannot imagine how you are feeling, it was kind of you to spare tie to write to us, I have been praying for you and your family and will continue to keep you in my prayers. Anne
Thanks for touching base with all of us. My continued thoughts and prayers are with you and the family. You are especially blessed with a devoted friend like Kelly.
Oh, Becca!!! I am so glad to have you back!!! I am so very sorry for all that you and your family are and will go thru and will continue to keep you in my prayers and heart! My husband was diagnosed w/3 aneurysms in 2007 and he could have surgery for them, however the surgery is so risky that he has decided, at least for now, not to have it. I am so afraid of losing the love of my life (we’ve been married 40 years, 41 in Feb). Please just hang on and keep looking up to the great Healer; and remember, we need you so much! Not just for your remarkable creations; but for your Spirituality and messages that you give to us to keep on keeping on! John would be so proud of you for continuing in your creating of beautiful things and he is there w/you always! I love you, Becca, and you will continue to be in my heart and prayers!! Love, your sister in Christ, Carolyn :o)
Becca, you and family are always in our prayers. Take the time you need and know that we, your blog friends, will be here with you. God bless you!
Becca,
I’m fairly new here but, I can assure you that neither I nor the dozens and dozens of others who read your blog……..will ever leave you. We all realize just how blessed we are for having found you in the first place. You give so many of us the encouragement we need to continue on and learn to be the best we can be……….in this craft, and in our own lives. We watch you, we listen to everything you say, we pick up on your values that are so important, we feel your kindness, sincerity and love for everyone. You are not just a “blog”…..words on the screen and pictures. No, you are a real, honest and wonderful person……………and because of that Becca, we feel llike we are visiting with “OUR” friend each time we come over to see what new things you have to share with us. It is us who thank you more than you can ever imagine. We all circle you with our love and send our comfort to you. If we could all be there side by side in person Beca… I’m sure we would stretch a couple of miles! Patience? Not to worry, you are more than worth the wait. We will be here!
God bless you Becca and big hugs to you……
thank you for sharing with us the changes and difficulties that you face. We will continue to lift you up as you get through this difficult process. Thank you for all that you share and do for us.
Gale
My love and prayers are with you.
Your work and words have often lifted me up. I hope that all the kinds words, prayers and thoughts that you have been receiving will do the same for you.
I think of you and pray for you everyday. May you continue to have the strength you need to get through this difficult time in your life.
Charmaine
Becca,
Such a beautiful Angel from heaven! You are my rock! I am amaized by your courage. The love you have given many will now be coming back to you ten fold during your time of despair, I am with you! May God shine his light on you and lift you to newer heights so that you can continue to do His work. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Take it one day at a time, sometimes one minute at a time. Ask for help; people want to give it. There will be ups and downs, forward steps and backward slides. I pray for God to be with you during this time, and to hold you in his hands for a while, as he is now holding John. We love and cherish you.
I am so sorry for your lost of you dear love. I do not come here often but wish you strength and love and peace of mind for all the days to come. You have many friends close too you and through this blog that will support you with prayers and kindness always. God Bless you and your family always.
Becca, no matter what the illness or how much we know, we are never ready to lose someone we love. Even though we know we are supposed to rejoice in their passing, it still hurts us, the ones left behind. We stumble through the days and nights looking for some comfort wherever we can find it. Becca, let us be your strength during this difficult time. Know we are here for you and that God has his hand in this and is guiding you through. When you feel better, we will still be here waiting quietly and patiently in the wings, just out of ear shot but ready to help if needed. You may not see us, but we are here. I pray that you and your family may now find the strength to go forward one day at a time.
Just wanting to send you love and encouraging hugs Becca. The promise of the Holy Spirit’s power and comforting presence is with you always. I praise Him for all the support you are receiving and rejoice that you feel strong enough to post! We’ve missed you but totally understand your absence. It is good to push a little but never feel obligated to rush on our account. May God bless you richly as you have blessed many!!! May the JOY of the LORD truly be your strength (hug)!
Becca,
I am so glad to see your post. Even though I haven’t lost my husband, I lost my mom and all three of my living grandparents within 1 year. I know how difficult it can be. Some reminder comes out of left field and you are suddenly flooded with memories. Just be surrounded with God’s loving arms during this time and know that all your cyber friends continue to remember you and your family.
May God continue to comfort you and your family.
Precious Becca, I am so sorry for your loss. Your words paint a beautiful picture of John and your life together.
Thank you for being a woman of faith and for sharing your incredible creative gifts with us in your blog community.
As I prayed for you and your family, these two scriptures came to mind. They have helped me in difficult times:
Psalm 34:17 – The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
Isaiah 40:11 – He tends his flock like a shepherd: He gathers the lambs in his arms and carries them close to his heart; he gently leads those that have young.
Many prayers and much love,
Sandra
This was a wonderful note. Glad that you have taken the first step, although difficult, it is a step that must be taken. You and your family are in our prayers.
Dear Becca,
You are very welcome, and of course we pray for you, for we truely are a crafting family. Some don’t quite get how you could be so connected to people you’ve never met. I used to feel the same way too. But I have experienced the outreach first hand, I understand how and why it happens.
I will continue to pray for you and your family. I firmly believe in the power of prayer, as I’ve experienced that first hand too. I hope you are strengthened by John’s love for you, because that will never leave you. And God will be with you always too.
Hugs
Jessica
PS: I look forward to your new creations!
Dear Becca:
I am happy to hear from you again, and glad to see that you are recovering a bit. It will take a long time to mourn your John, but give it all the time you need. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Dear Becca,
I too have been checking daily for news from you or Kelly, what a pleasure it is to hear from you in this most difficult of times.
I am not good with words as so many of your other friends are here, but know that I am thinking of you and your family as you go through this new phase in your life.
Hugs…………….Baukje
Thank you for the beautiful job you do every time you share a card or idea with us. I am again sorry that you lost John and I know it has to be so hard waking up each day without him. I know God is watching over you and helping to make you stronger each day. They say he never gives us more than we can handle and sometimes that seems to be an understatement, yet we survive. May your heart be less heavy and the loss less hurtful and replaced with good memories, love and joy for all you were and are because of John. Love and Prayers to you!
Oh Becca it is so good to hear from you……I know it’s hard…..but our Lord will get you through this…….
We love you so much…..and when one of us hurt, we all hurt……
I am so glad you have a good friend beside you like Kelly…..she kept us inform and to reassure us that you were semi-ok………
Just know we aren’t going anywhere……we are all friends and friends don’t leave !!!!!!!!!!!!!(well the good one huh)…..
Can’t wait to see what you got coming……
love and hugs
Gloria
Hello Becca,
I was glad to read your post today, it was so touching. I’m so glad that you’re feeling stronger and coping with things. I’ll be checking your blog every day and await more wonderful inspiration from you when you’re up to it.
Hugs Angela xx
Hi Becca, you have given so much to us, hope, when we have been down and have visited your blog, joy in everything that you have shared with us on your blog and in your life.
May God grant you the peace that surpasses all understanding, and know that we will be here with you when you are ready.
Hugs and prayers to you and all your family.
Chrissyxx
Becca, you never cease to amaze us even in times of grief and sorrow. We wish you all the best and know that with each day life will get a little easier but memories will never be forgotten.
Love Tracy xxx
Becca – You are amazing and such an inspiration to us all. God Bless You.
Dear Becca, You are so strong to share your feelings with us today. We are still thinking of you and sending you prayers. We will be her each step of the way.God will guide you and John will be there with you holding your hand. Take baby steps, your love and wonderful memories will help you through. Love and Hugs ChrisB xxxx
Dearest Becca, thank you for your blog post this morning. I think I speak for all of your many cyber friends when I say that we have all been worried about you and wondering how you are coping. We will continue our prayers for you and look forward to seeing you in our Inbox whenever you are ready to join us again. God bless you.
Hugs, Barbara in SC
Much love to you, Becca! You have been in my thoughts daily
Becca, I was so sorry to hear about your sad news. I have been thinking of you.
Carol x
Becka, you are more than welcome. You have been though a lot and I give you credit for your comments. You are a special lady with lots of talents. God Bless You! Edna
God blessed you with John and us with you! You inspire us even in this time of sorrow. My hope is that the healing continues for you and your family. May you find hope and love.
Becka,
I’m praying for you and your every day. Will be here waiting for you when your ready. God Bless you and keep you.
Patty
I really don’t know what to say except keep the faith Becca, your story is so sweet. Please know that I will continue to pray for you and your loved ones. Hoping you find peace in your time of need. Sending love and hugs along the way. God does answer prayers.
It is when we go through the worst of times in our life we feel God’s love and grace the most. I was told once that when we are going through a painful or horrible if we pray or “talk” to God with thankfulness we will feel his love and grace. I hear this in you. You continue to thank God for giving you John and each and every day you had with him. May God continue to be your comfort and strength. How glorious it is to know that John is with the great I AM and that there will be a day when you are reunited with John. Praise God your John and you are His child. I look forward to being here with you when you are ready. Your sister in Christ……….. Kelly
Just know we love you and hold you up and will continue to ask God to stay with you and walk with you through this sad time. We’ll be here when you are!
So glad to see you back here. I look every day at your blog. May God continue to lift you up and comfort you.
Welcome back, Becca! You take all the space you need to share your loss and your celebration of all the wonderful things you shared with John. You have a mob of loyal support and concern out here. I don’t reply often, but I really felt I should say somthing now. Godspeed in your recovery of joy and happy memories!
Christy Hawkins
Jacksonville, FL
dear blogging friend Becca
when I read your blog that your husband died, I got tears in my eyes, although I do not know him, but you always make so many beautiful things that I take my hat off
I am a loyal follower of your blog and you have really good hands of God, it got so you also have got the strength to be strong
I wish you much strength during this difficult time
God Bless you and keep you
Akkina from Belgium
Dearest Becca~
I know that there are not words which will ease your pain and sorrow. Fortunately, our Lord, Jesus the Christ is right beside you. When times are more difficult picture Him sitting at the table with you. Picture Him in the passenger seat. Picture Him near by as you explain again and pray with your children.
For He is right with you. He will not leave nor forsake you, my friend. He has been and He is there with you.
Rest in Him.
He IS Able,
Traci S.
Traci Starkweather
Becca
It is so good to hear from you again. My heart breaks for you and your family and you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
I have thought of you often in these past few weeks, and know that you have many difficult times ahead. Please know that I am here praying for you, especially during those hard times, when just a little thing will bring back floods of memories, when you need a hand to hold, or a shoulder to cry on – or a hug.
Your faith in God will help you through the next few months,
Take care of yourself.
Melissa
I so admire you for the strength and love that you show. I think YOU would be the kind of person that would be MY rock. I only hope to be a friend physically present in your life, so will settle for now to be a cyber friend, and hope I can uphold & encourage you a fraction of what a physically present friend could. I am keeping you and your precious family in my prayers!
Becca you will remain in my prayers. You’re strength and courage is amazing!
Becca it is so good hearing from you! I am so sorry for your loss and know each day will get better for you and your family. Sending lots of hugs and prayers your way!
Dear Sweet Becca,
It is so wonderful to see you posting again! Your sweet friend Kelly’s love for you was so evident in her posts, and I so appreciate her keeping us informed. You have been in my prayers, and will continue to be. Please know that your online friends will be here for you as you continue to go through this difficult time.
With lots of love and prayers,
Donna G
Becca- You are a strong and amazing lady. I cant wait to see what you have coming up on your blog. Your crafting talent is amazing and very inspiring.
Becca, beloved sister! I knewour God would carry you through these days, and He will carry you still, through the road ahead. He will never leave you, He hears you when you cry, He saves every tear and one day, one day, He will dry all those tears and there will be nothing but rejoicing! I’m so thankful that Kelly is holding up your arms, givinging you strength to cope day by day and giving you her unconditional love. You are also being covered by prayer.
Your personal note is so touching, and shows such courage. Remember courage isn’t the absence of fear, it’s the facing of fear! Your are one courageous woman, filled with hope, and beautifully human!
Love,
Barb
Welcome back Becca dont forget to take as much time as you need, we will all still be here when you are ready ( God willing). You are very fortunate to have had such a wonderful relationship with your soulmate, it is an honour not sent to everyone.
So lovely to see you back Becca. Sending you big loving hugs and praying that you will continue to strengthen as the days/weeks go by. It is wonderful that you are so obviously loved, in many walks of life including right here on your blog. I’m sure you will throroughly enjoy getting creative again and I know we will enjoy your beautiful projects as always. God bless!
Dear Becca,
Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers at this difficult time.
May sadness turn to happy memories with the passing of time.
Thank you for sharing your creative talent with us.
Love and God Bless.
Becca…..
You are truly a remarkable individual! You are not only exceptionally talended, but you are concerned that we would stay with you after your troubled times and tremendous loss?? I for one am here for the long haul. You have given us all inspiration beyond belief!! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I was delighted to see you on the site today. Know that you should not feel any pressure from any of us as we can be very patient and we look forward to the day you feel you are ready. May God bless you and protect you.
I have yet to comment since learning of your loss, but have lifted you up in prayer. Your blog, your husband and your life and relationship are all a true testament to God. I feel your sadness and yet rejoice in your strength and faith. Your are an inspiration not only in art but in life.
Dearest Becca,
I just visited your site today and saw your news. My heart goes out to you and your family. I was so saddened to hear of your loss and the pain and grief I know you are feeling.
It is with great joy that I read your husband knows our great and loving Savior and is, at this moment, with Him. Our hearts can rejoice knowing that one day you will see him again. I know it is still painful and will be for a while, but I pray that Jesus will wrap His loving arms around you and comfort you and your family as we know only He can do.
May the Father’s peace and comfort be yours today and always.
Blessings,
Terri
You are an amazing person with so much talent, my prayers and best wishes I send to you at this sad time, how you cope I do not know, be strong.
Dear Becca,
What a touching blog post. Please know that you’ve been and continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. You were indeed blessed to have such a wonderful husband – and he too was equally blessed to have you. God Bless.
— Chinnu
Becca,
I can’t imagine how hard it was for you to post on your blog today. I am so sorry for your loss but I must tell you that you are surrounded by many cyber friends and you will be in all our prayers.
Tracie
It was so good to see your post today. I check in daily wondering how you are doing, and continue to pray for comfort for you and your family. I know you probably don’t think you are right now, but, you are such a strong woman. It’s evident that your strength comes from the Lord. He’s been with you, and will continue to be with you through these sad times. Take those baby steps, and when it’s too difficult to take even baby steps, the Lord is there to carry you. Take the time you need. I’ll keep you in my prayers. Peace to you.
Becca
You are amazing and it shows in every word you write and every card and tutorial you produce. Please know that the thoughts and prayers of all your fans are with you.
From one of your Canadian followers.
Becca,
You have been in my thoughts and prayers daily since I heard the news. My prayer for you is that the smiles from all your happy memories will help you through the tears from your grief. May God sustain you and carry you through this hard time.
Tami
I am one who was too shy to send you a card. You have inspired me so much over the past several years, but alas! my talent has not kept pace with my minds’ eye. I will send you something when you least expect it, though.
John will be with you as long as you draw breath in this life and know he lives in your heart. I know what it is to lose someone so much loved….and I pray for your peace of mind.
Becca,
The Bible says you reap what you sow. You have sowed so many wonderful blessings into your blog friends and I am proud to be one of them. The world doesn’t understand that but we do and I am blessed by your ministry to us through your amazing talents!
I understand exactly what you are talking about when you said it feels like the air has been knocked out of you. My dear Mother lost her battle to cancer in August and I miss her so much. But thank God, we have the blessed assurance of knowing we will be with our loved ones again some day. It is hard but I just have to take one day at a time. I am continuing to hold you up in prayer. I know you know the God of comfort and peace.
I appreciate you more than words can express. You take all the time you need and I will be here with all your other blog friends when you are ready to craft again. It really can be excellent therapy to pour yourself into what ever helps you through. Do it for yourself!!
Terry
I will be here whenever you come back. I love your projects and will continue to come back time and time again. I continue to lift you up and pray that God will give you the strength and comfort that you need during this time. See you soon in blogland.
You are in my prayers Becca. I can’t imagine how hard this must be for you and your family. I loved the card that John made for you and the story you shared about his surprise for you, that was so touching.
(hugs)
Becca,
May our God bless you and keep you in his loving arms. Hang onto your children. When you look at them I know you see the love you shared with your husband. I am so sorry you have to go through this heartache. We bloggers will be here waiting for you. I so enjoy your blog and your beautiful witness to our Lord.
Becca, your strength is amazing. But as you said you and John had the icing on the cake. Having been sent home to die you both knew how precious, yet fleeting, life is. He got to have that icing. You both learned “not to sweat the small stuff”. I’m sure that he’s looking down on you and watching over you. I’m also sure that he’s as proud of you now as he always was.
Take your time Becca…we’ll be here when you are ready. We’re not going anywhere. Your heart will tell you what is right for you, listen to it. Just remember that you have more friends than you know.
Sending a hug,
R/
What a beautiful testimony! Love surrounds you through Christ and your friends. Many you’ve never met. We’ll be here when you’re ready. Allow yourself time.
Becca, my heart goes out to you. I echo all that has already been said above. I know that you will find renewed strength for this time. Isn’t it wonderful to feel love from around the world! Love and hugs from Downunder.
God gives, God takes away……he took the love of your life….you still have your God given talent to share with the world……… time will heal.
Prayers still coming to you and your family……..we look forward to sharing more beautiful works of art from you….
Love and hugs
You have been in my prayers daily. Know that I love you and you will continue to be in my prayers. Your strength is amazing to me. My grandmother died of multiple myeloma and we have a friend who has had it for 8 years now. May God keep his hand on your heart as it heals
You’re in my thoughts and prayers daily. May you find the peace you need to prevail through this time.
Lots of hugs.
God will be your strength through it all, Becca. You will be in the sunshine again soon & out of these dark shadows. God bless you & fold you in His loving arms.
Dearest Becca,
I have been keeping you and John in my thoughts since I found your blog over a year ago. I didn’t know what he was ill from, but was so moved by your faith and your devotion to him. You are an amazing woman, and I know in my heart that you will be fine, in time. I wanted so many times to send you off a card, but felt so beginner like in my card making that I just couldn’t. I learn so much from you and look forward to seeing your creations…..when you are ready. Take time for yourself. Treat yourself kindly. Allow yourself a pity party, but put a time limit on it. Be courageous and be strong. And most important, know you are loved.
Neesey (metalback)
Dear Becca
I’m so happy to hear your words ,thoughts and feelings. Your so very dear and full of faith and such a wonderful artist..that’s why so many love you. Your an inspiration to all of us.
God Bless you and your family in these heavy times. I know you will come through and your work will show the growth you’ve gone through to come out the other end.
take care and keep the faith..our prayers are with you and your family
pat
Becca, I lost my father to multiple myeloma two weeks after his diagnosis. He was a spectacular man and I miss him every day but God has shown me that HE is the one I need to turn to when I need a Father. I pray that God will provide the comfort you need at just the moments you need it most and that that you will feel that comfort in such an awesome way that you’ll know it can only be coming from the One who loves you most.
Becca, just a note of love from New Zealand, to wish you a safe journey through this time of grief. And also to thank you for your sharing of your life, your love and your creativity through your blog.
All over the world people are wishing you peace and offer many shoulders to cry on and with!
This is why so many people love you. Even in a difficult time, you are using it to lift others up. We know this is a challenging time for you but our Savior never disappoints. It is when we are at our most difficult moments that He holds us up. Continued love and prayers….
Becca, It is good to hear from you I am sure it’s a rough road and I still pray for you daily. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I am glad you have your blog and the support of us to help you and those that can physically be with you. I’m seeing that the blog family are caring loving people and I am glad to be a part of this family.
I hope when you are reay to get back that you take baby steps and don’t over do. Please take care of your health and eat right and stay strong. Hugs to you and prayers always.
So happy to have you share with us again…we love you and support you in prayer and visits to your blog!!! We are here for you when you are ready to blog again…you are such an inspiration.
Prayers and hugs,
Jan
Hi Becca, so good to hear from you. I am so glad you have all the wonderful memories of your life together with John. May these, along with God’s help, continue to sustain you through this rough time. Prayers for you and your family.
Becca, you are an inspiration to those of us who will continue on this journey with our loved ones. I did not know the whole story of your wonderful husband but feel blessed to have read your note today. I have been inspired by your work for months. Now I gain strength from your courage. As my husband and I walk this walk, we know kind and thoughtful people like yourself are there to give us hope. Yes, it is the good Lord who guides us each day. May your days be full of fond memories and strength to sustain you at this time. Remember to take the time you need to reflect and draw from those of us out here who treasure you.
from another fan/friend from Canada, Judy
Becca, just know that not a day goes by that we all don’t think of you, pray for you and miss you. But, only you know how much time it will take to heal from such a great loss. I can only imagine as I have thought so many times how I would feel and how I would cope if I were to lose the love of my life/ best friend in the world as you have. I just can’t imagine. I only know that you are one of the strongest women I know and that you will get through this. John will always be there with you helping and watching over you as will the man upstairs. So when you are feeling better and breathing easier little by little and decide you are ready……………..we will be here waiting.
Hugs and God Bless!!!
Marcie
Hi Becca,
Just a note to say…still sending luv and prayers!!
GOD is good all the time. I know with your faith you will bounce back. Take time to heal.
Thank you for sharing. I learned with the illness and loss of my Mother what an extremely spiritual journey that was and what a good God we serve. I pray daily for you. Even though I don’t know you personally, you and your family are dear to my heart. Rest in the arms of God as He holds you close to His heart. You are a very special lady and I know you will see the mighty power of a loving God!
“Amazing Grace” what a prophetic title that you gave your blog. I can feel God’s wonderful love and Grace all the way to Houston, TX. Wow, words cannot express how I feel… we are supposed to be blessing and comforting you, but I for one am blessed and touched by you. You are so precious, and you are loved by many. Your amazing testimony of love and faith will touch and bless many for years to come. For now though, take your time, bask in His presence and when you are ready and the time is right, we will all be here waiting patiently for you and your beautiful artwork to return.
Until then, I will pray that you would feel God’s prescence, you would feel Him holding you in the palm of His hand, comforting you and covering you with His peace, the peace that passes all understanding. God Bless You!
Love and Hugs from one of those too shy to mail a card,
Sammie Bryant
Becca, My heart and prayers go out for you and your family. I know God is holding you all so closely right now. I’ve always loved coming here to visit and see what beauties you have to share and will continue to visit. Take all the time you need and do what feels right in your heart. Hugs, Michelle
Hi Becca, I am so happy to hear your sweet “voice” again!!! You take all the time you need to move from grief to remembering all those wonderful memories, happy, sad, funny, and silly!!! They will be there waiting for you!!! Love yourself as much as all of us love you… Hugs and prayers!!!
Dear Becca,
I rarely post on blogs, but I wanted to tonight.
Every time I have read in your blog (Kelly’s and your entries) since John went to Heaven, I have been moved to tears. My heart goes out to you. I echo the sentiments that came before mine. I rejoice with you that John is in Heaven, fully enjoying the pleasures that the Father has given there, and is walking with Jesus every day in full splendor. I also know that you need and will need the Holy Spirit’s peace and comfort every day while yet here on earth. I praise God that you know the peace and comfort He gives. “The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms.” Deut. 33:27
Please know that I am one of the MANY thatwill continue to lift you and your family up in prayer in the days, weeks and months to come.
In His love and mine, Julie
Becca: There is nothing I can say to ease your pain. You are truly a lovely lady. Your husband and you were blessed with something special. May God keep you safe and help ease your pain.
Oh Becca,
You continue with your AMAZING GRACE with all you have been through!!!
You are a very special wonderful lady, as John new only too well.
Yes I will be here.
I still pray for you and your family.
Hugs, Candy
I can’t imagine the loss you feel. Prayers for you and yours are being said and I hope you know how much we all care for you. You are surrounded by love.
Becca:
You are truly a strong women and very blessed to have all that strength. I think of you and check your blog daily. You strength amazes me and I only wish you the best. Please cherish those loving memories, John seemed to be a wonderful man, he is in God’s safe hands now and one day you two shall meet again. God Bless!
Oh, Becca, your post just made me cry right along with you. You have such a sweet and tender heart. You should take all the time you need. Your journey continues and your reliance on God will be even stronger. As you know, God will see you through and you will be a blessing to others in ways you may not even be aware of. Your post here has given me pause to make certain that I make the most of my time with my best friend of 27 years.
I have been following you for less than a year, but you are first in my “Favorites” list to blogs to view. Your blog has been such a blessing to me. Thank you!
Becca,
My heart hurt when I read of John’s passing. I understood you needing to take some time off. I did look for your post every morning. The last few days, you have been on my mind. I know this is a hard time for you. Glad to know you are making it thru. Take all the time you need. We will be here when you are ready. Can’t wait to see the new things you have in store. You are so talented and inspire so many of us. You and your family will continue to be in my prayers. {{{HUGS}}}
Becca,
It’s good to hear from you. God’s strength will be your strength and he is there with you all along the way. John will be with you every day in your memories.God has blessed you and your family and will continue to do so. We all think of you and your family often.
Love
Becca – God has used you already in so many amazing ways – to reach out to all of us “strangers” and share your warmth and love with us. I am confident that God has more in store for you. More that He knows you can accomplish. More lives that He wills for you to touch. I thank God that my life has been one of those touched by you and your story.
God Bless you.
Love and hugs, Cynthia
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Becca I am still holding you and your family up in prayer. You are like family that I visit daily. Hugs. :)
Dear Becca, It was sooo good to hear from you today! I, like all the others, have been concerned about how you and your family are doing. Thank you for the message. You are truly “amazing”! Please, take as long as you need… be good to yourself. You’ll know when you’re ready to be creative again. There’s no rush!!! We’re not going anywhere. I too, hope you know how much we care about you and your precious family. I’m still praying so hard for you all. And still I wish there was more I could do. May God give you courage, heal your heart, and ease your pain. Love and blessings! Patty W.
Becca,
I have so enjoyed your beautiful blog for sometime now, your cards are gorgeous and you are such an inspiration to me…
I am SOOOOO sorry for the loss of your wonderful husband, I know how much your heart is hurting, I lost my precious Mom just a few years ago at Thanksgiving and I still hurt but I know she is with the Lord and I try to rejoice for her, but at the same time I SOOO miss her!
I will lift you and your family up in my prayers Becca, May God bless and give you peace!
Hugs
Linda Gilliam
Becca,
I’m so sorry for the loss of your dear husband. You don’t know me, however I’ve admired your work on your blog. My heart goes out to you during this difficult time. I too lost my husband, along with my son, sister, and father. I know how empty it can feel, so just know you are not alone and you have many who care and are praying for you.
Grief is such an exhausting journey, yet somehow, the love and memory of that very person we are missing seems to give us strength to go on, and of course God is always there for us as well, listening all the time…..
May God bless and keep you all safe, and know you are in His loving care.
May God continue to bless you and your family. May He give you the comfort that only He can give.
Thank you so much for this blog entry. Yes people with this hobby are wonderful people and someone having shared and given as much as you have for years deserve every card and message you have been given for sure.
Take all the time you need – but rest assured I will be visiting you here often and think of you and your family inbetween visits.
Cyperhugs from Denmark
Charlie
I will be continuing to keep you in my prayers :) May our Lord keep you wrapped in His loving arms and bring you peace and comfort. Take all the time you need because we will all still be here when you come back. We love and appreciate you.
thanks for your kind words and be sure we will be there again to lift you up and see your wonderful amazing pieces of art. Love and Blessings.
Thanks to your friend Kelly too :)
Becca- I’m so happy to have you back. I, like many others, checked daily for word from you. Though I don’t personally know you, I think of you often and it’s like missing a friend when they aren’t there for a while. You take the time you need. I’ll say it often, your “friends” will be right here waiting. You’re such an inspiration to so many people, in more ways than one. We love you
Becca, Your strength in incredable and clearly God had blessed you and John with more time together. May God sustain you during this healing time in your life. I have always been inspired by your cards as I saw through their beauty, the beauty in your life. Take your time and know that all of us out here are praying for you and your family.
Dearest Becca, I have followed your blog for a very long time now and was deeply saddened to hear of the death of your husband. And although I am sad for you and your loved ones I am happy that John knew Jesus as his personal Lord and saviour. With Jesus in our hearts, we never need to fear death.
I am holding you in my heart and hugging you in my prayers.
Though we have never met, I have found this blog a great source of inspiration and encouragement for a while now. Hearing of John’s death was a blow even to me as a comparative stranger. Your courage and faith are an example to all Becca. Your memories are good, wholesome memories that will, in time, bring much comfort and peace. My heart goes out to you at this saddest of times and you will be in my prayers as you battle through the pain of loss.
I look forward to my visits here at Amazing Paper Grace, surely the most aptly named blog of any anywhere.
You know this already but be assured that His Grace is sufficient.
Holding you and the family in prayer.
Becca… Amazing. Grace. Paper and otherwise!
{{{{ HUGS }}}} I know how your heart must hurt. Wish I could do more to comfort it.
Lots of love and hugs !
Dear Becca,
I’m not very good with words on these occassions but just wanted you to know you are still in my thoughts and prayers. It was lovely to call in at your blog today and see you had posted….a post which brought tears to my eyes.
God bless you Becca….we’re all here for you now and when you return.
Take care
Love and hugs
Sheila
My heart is still heavy for you, Becca, but you are one of the strongest women in faith that I know, and you will be lifted forward and remain joyful in your memories of John. Love you.
Becca, So very glad to hear from you. You are in my thoughts daily and I hope and pray that things will become somewhat easier. By what you have shared with us about your life with John you have so many wonderful memories. Those memories will help you through those hard days.
Becca for you to thank us is so very nice, but to check in and see how you are and leave a little note is nothing compared to all the wonderful things you give to us daily. Just the beauiful cards to look at each day that brings joy to all and always gets my creative juices flowing! And that has been for years! So no THANK YOU! Take it easy, catch your breath and we will hear from you soon. Much Love
Thank you Becca for showing us a way to find the good when it seems there is none. My heart is with you during this terrible time. God’s love is shining through you – Nimmy
Oh Becca, I am so sorry for your loss. Your beautiful work is an inspiration to me and so many others, and now your strength and faith is as well. You are an amazing woman, and I will hold you and your family in my heart and prayers. God bless you.
Take your time.
I just want you to know that you and your family are in my heart and prayers. I feel all the love you send out even through these hard times. I know that with your strong will, faith, and beautiful memories of John you will be OK, it will just take time. Love and Hugs
One day at a time…
{{{Hugs}}} and love to you and your family.
Thank you for sharing!
Becca-I knew your dh had been ill and read when he passed on to be with our Lord but didn’t know what disease he had suffered. I want you to know you have given me strength. My dh was diagnosed with MM in August of this year when he had fractured 3 vertebrae and had an MRI. His brother found out he had it in 2005 and passed in 2007. We are doing all we can to keep him going and he is progressing well at this point but we know what the future holds. I’m praying our Lord continues to bless you with all the memories and friends that you have.
Ohhhh Becca, it is so good to hear from you. We all have been thinking of you and praying every day. I checked my email every morning hoping to see you were back. We have missed you. You have given all of us so much strength and courage. Those wonderful memories of John will help you through these hard times.
Your beautiful cards and projects are so very inspirational.
When I make things, your site is the one I head for. I try to make all my things as beautiful as yours.
Your inner beauty shines through on all your craft work.
Bless you and yours. Hugs Cheryl
Dearest Becca,
As I sat and read your latest message my tears welled up with such feeling for the love you poured out in that note.
We are ALL feeling for you and feel blessed that you took the time to communicate with us and touch our hearts with your sweetness.
I am not along in looking forward to ‘hearing’ from you daily, in the future. For now, thank you for telling us how you are doing.
Take good care and keep the faith, as always.
Ontario, Canada
Becca, I sat here and read your love story and teared up for you sharing how much John was the love of your life. I don’t know about the disease he had, but I “Totally” understand that God wasn’t finished with him yet here on his earthly home and that is why he was given the additonal years. God is doing the same with my husband and I treasure each day with him and we try to live it to the fullest.
Your creations are an enormous inspiration to us all and most of us feel inadequate when we try to compare our work to yours and there isn’t even an 1/8 of comparison.
Know that we “ALL” are right there with you in spirit as you take baby steps in healing. Don’t rush yourself, we all will be waiting patiently to see the wonderful creations you have yet to share with us.
The main thing is to continue to bask in the Lord’s love and feeling his arms holding you tightly as you walk the path of healing your grief.
Just think John will be waiting for you with open arms when it comes time for you to go home to see Jesus!
Your friend Kelly whom I know is an absolute BFF! You are very fortunate to have a friend that close to you tohelp and love you during this time.
You’ll be in prayer 24/7 and I will be checking back from day to day to see how you are. Sending you a big “Sister to Sister in Christ” Hug!
Bakersfield, CA
Becca,
Thank you for sharing that beautiful story with us. It brought tears to my eyes as I thought about John making you that card. And then again as I pondered you composing this story for each of us. I hope that as you share this precious piece of your story it helps you feel the joy of the days you loved together.
I believe so strongly in the eternal family unit. I believe in a loving Father in Heaven who created the union of marriage to bless us and to teach us to love and sacrifice and to give us hope for the world to come. I know that this blessing is a gift for all of Father’s children. What a beautiful day it will be for you and John when you are re-united in Heaven.
I hope that this blog and your beautiful work will continue to bring to you the peace and direction you need as you travel into a new season of life and learn to be now who Heavenly Father wants you to be. I know as you do, many of us will be looking on, praying for you. What a wonderful blessing technology is that we can share our joys and our pains with one another — even those whom we have never met — and yet be so filled by it.
May God’s peace be with you as you go forward and as you continue to share your gifts with others.
Joi
Becca,
we are here to be your ears anytime you need to lend them. We too are blessed – by hearing from you.
You will do things at your own pace and you will deal with your loss in the same way – we are all different so its no use saying how I dealt with something. Anyway, its not very often i’m lost for words, but I was totally shocked when your dear friend told us the terrible news. I can’t imaging what you are going through at the moment but please know that I will always be here to listen and look forward to your blog posts – whether that includes a card or project or not. If it helps to talk about john on your blog – talk away. you’ll be amazed how many people are willing to listen.
Take care of you and may God bless you and your family
Paula, Derbyshire, UK. x x x
May G-d put his big hands over you and your family…shower all of you with his blessing and peace.
Huge hug at this difficult time.
anaRy
Dearest Becca,
I have to admit, that I haven’t left a message on your blog of sent you a card yet, as I was at a complete loss for words. I knew just how much you and John meant to each other, and was completely shocked by the news of his passing. I did mention of you and John on my blog one day, and it sent a few prayers your way. You were a friends to me at my sadest point in my life thus far, and I can do no less for you! My blog is in existance due to your encouragement, my inner strength is greater because of you. My faith is stronger because of you! Though we have never met, I love you as I do all of my friends! I hope and will continue to pray to the Lord to give you the strength that you need to get though this difficult time! I can’t even begin to imagine how you must feel as I too would be completely lost without my dear husband by my side! God Bless, and keep creating!
Love and hugs, Lisa Atha
Becca I am always at a loss for words in times like this. Please know that I keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Becca, your words are beautiful!
They say time heals, but I don’t know if that’s true because I never have been in such a situation. What is true is that you are surrounded by people who love you and that cares about you…You are not alone!
Hugs & Blessings
Bless your sweet heart dear Becca. It’s just so GOOD to see you posting again. Wishing you peace…
Dearest Becca….I just discovered the entries about your beloved husband…you are so brave and so transparent to share everything with all of us. I will make this short, but just wanted you to know how much my heart has been touched by your experience. May God continue to comfort you and your family. Susan
Thank you for sharing your story about your beautiful John. My heartfelt sympathy goes out to you at this difficult time. It’s never easy to love a loved one but especially hard when it’s your lifemate. I can’t even imagine your pain. But your words have been encouraging to me and many others, I’m sure, for the glory of the Lord reigns with every word you shared. We sure don’t understand His timetable but God is sovereign. I follow your blog daily and love your God given talents that you share for His glory. Your designs are awesome and it’s where I get much of my inspiration. May God’s loving arms give you the comfort only He can give. Cheryl W.
Becca, thank you for sharing your journey with us. You are an inspiration. I continue to keep you in my prayers every day. Hugs, Judy
What a very pleasant surprise to find YOU on the blog today. Please know that we are all here with you, and praying for you & your family. We will wait patiently for you. As a matter of fact, in case you haven’t already figured this out…YOU are an inspiration to US. You are one truly amazing woman and I ‘m very honored to receive your blogs in my email mailbox. Your words and your talent help keep me grounded! God bless you and your family!
Isn’t it amazing that you don’t have to actually “know” someone to know them? A friend of mine and I were talking about you the other day, saying how much we love your work, and that you’ve been in our thoughts and prayers these past few days.
God has you in the palm of his hand. We all will continue to hold you close in thought and prayer.
XXXX
What a pleasant surprise to check your blog and find that you are creating again! You are amazing! I do understand the therapy in creating…..it always nourishes my spirit.
I am ever inspired by you and your work. May God continue to bless you and work through you to enrich and inspire the rest of us by your faith and your art.
I pray that your pain and sorrow will ease and give way for all the wonderful memories of your time with John.
Thanks for all your inspiration both spiritual and creative!
Judy
My Girlfriend,
WOW!!! You do have a way with words. I am so blessed by your talent and all the beautiful and breathtaking cards and creations you make to share with the world. I can’t imagine what you are going through by the parting of your soul mate…but I do know what it feels like to have to let go of someone you love so dearly. On Thursday…it will be 10 years since my dear Mother suddenly went home to be with the Lord. Somedays it seems like just yesterday. However, I feel her presence with me anytime I need her near. It will amaze you how close John will be there when you need his spirit to comfort you. There is a peace that really do pass all human understanding that brings comfort in the lonely days and nights ahead. Your heart aches but John will be there in spirit to heal the heartache. I know because Mom did for me. Having Jesus makes all things possible in times like these. We as children of God can get through anything with Him carrying us. Let Him carry you as long as you need Him too. The first everything without John will be the hardest and with the holidays coming upon us…know that we will all have you in our thoughts and prayers. Surround yourself with those you love…that’s what got me through. Do what you love to do…go with your emotion of tears whenever they come and don’t apologize for a single tear. There is healing in those tears. Time really does heal…but there is no time limit on how long it takes…each persons situation takes it own time.
Be encouraged…Keep the faith…Trust Him…
Hugs and Prayers continually for you and your family…Wanda M
So wonderful to read your tender words. I have been praying for you and will continue to do so.
With tears,
Carol
Becca, even though you were amazingly blessed with the gift of John, and you are now grieving the loss of his presence, you still are blessing the rest of us! You are truly an amazing woman. Your faith and wisdom are what God’s grace is all about. So, thank you. Thank you for shining with God’s love in your darkest moment. I only pray that I can be as graceful in face of adversity as I see in you.
We will continue to lift you up in prayer.
What a beautiful post Becca.
My heart aches for you and your family, I’m so sorry for your loss. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
{{hugs}}
Oh Becca I’ve been away doing the holiday bazaar thing. Tonight is my first chance to get on the computer in weeks. I am so very sadden to hear of John’s passing. I know you take comfort in knowing John is with Our Heavenly Father and is now healthy and happy beyond words. I will keep you and yours in my heart and prayers.
Blessings
Bernie
Becca, I ‘m sure we (I) was glad to see a message from you when I logged on today. But (I) we understand it’s going to take time and as Deb R. stated earlier we’ll be right here. (I) we will be here praying and waiting for you. And as one of my favorite quotes from YOUR site:
“A Journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step” Chinese Proverb. So when you’re ready to make a step in your own time. Much LOVE and many HUGS for you and yours in Texas. And your friend is a jewel, she did (is) doing a awesome job keeping us todate. She’s a real keeper.
Gladys in Texas
Oh Becca, so good to hear from you, we all love you so much and will continue to lift you up in prayer as you face each difficult day. I am just so glad that you have so many wonderful memories of John. And that he was such an inspiration to you, we all know that he wants you to go on.
God Bless you every day you get up & brighten our worlds with such Artist Talent. We as your followers thank you for that. Your creations are just breathtaking!
Hugs, Sheila
Dear Becca…you are an amazing lady in all that you give to your blog world. Thank you for sharing the good, not good and the sad that watches over you and that which makes you grow. God speed to your healing!!
Becca
You are always so gracious and caring to everyone. Thanks for always being you and sharing even through your pain to be a true testimony that God is at work in you and through you. You have been in our prayers and we continue to keep you there as you take it day by day.
I am always drawn to your blog and love the work you do and the light you reflect within. God Bless you Becca!
Ah Becca, so good to hear from you and to hear how you’re doing. Been thinking of you a lot and was rewarded early this morning when I logged in and saw your post. How wonderful to read your post and I can just hear your voice.. calm, smooth and gracious. Keep on with the baby steps, step by step as you feel comfortable. We’re in no hurry here, it’s just nice to hear from you.
Dearest Becca – I have thought of you and prayed for you every day since I heard of the death of your much beloved husband John. My husband is called John too and I can’t imagine the depths of your pain. My heart is filled with sorrow for you and your family too… Where would we be without Jesus to hold on to and keep us going one day at a time? My dearest friend in the world is going through terminal cancer right now and I hold onto the words of Christ himself to help me get me through these days and be strong for her… “I will never leave you, or forsake you.” God bless you, crafting friend. From Gill in UK xxx
Becca, I am so sorry about your husband’s passing. Keeping you in my prayers.
I will keep you in my prayers, sending love and much affection !
Becca
Que Deus esteje sempre com você te amparando e dando forças.
Admiro muito seus trabalhos.
Beijos em seu coração
Magali – Brasil
Becca, welcome back to many open arms.
You and your family are very lucky to have known a love so strong and pure. Many of us will never experience what you and John had.
You were lucky to have had John much longer than planned.
We had my father 4 years longer than the doctors gave him. Thank God for allowing us to enjoy more time with him.
The healing process will take time but don’t make any major decisions for a while. Wait until your pain is lessened and you will make better choices.
God Bless You!
Still praying for you and your family Becca. I pray that you feel the arms of God constantly around you and that His comfort is like a heavy blanket on your heart. You were one of my very first blogging friends when I started blogging- I knew your blog before you became famous, lol!! I have rejoiced with you in all of your successes, admired each and every card and project you have posted, and my heart is filled with deepest sympathy for your loss. I know that you know that you do not walk alone because God walks with you and you have your family and friends for support. But know also, that we, your online friends, have come to your side as well. Maybe not physically, but in heart. I pray that blessings are poured out upon you and your family that you cannot contain and that the precious gift of the peace of God continually reigns in your hearts. Sending a big hug to you.
Barb
Thank you for such heartfelt feelings. You are the “Amazing Grace” in our lives. You are so loved and that is the greatest gift…. Sending you a hug with love.
It is so good to have you back. Even though your John is not with you in the physical form, he will always be there spiritually. You will feel his presence even though you can see him. You will also see signs of his help and caring for you. Just be open to them. At times something will happen and you will think “That was John”. Please take comfort in knowing he is in Heaven. We are taught about Heaven our whole lives, but HE IS THERE and is experiencing all of its splendor. And isn’t that a goal we all have. Rejoice in this for him.
Beccca, You have so much faith in our Lord, it gives all of us more faith. I know what you are goig though, I lost my Husband to cancer and it not easy road back to normal. Maybe you never get back to normal. You have my love and prayers. Hugs Charlene Wiley
Becca, so much of our lives we don’t know what God has in store for us. Most of the time we hope it will be delightful. Other times it can be very difficult. If we had no rain, we would not appreciate the sunshine. He will not give us more than we can handle, even though we may not agree with Him. He will always be there and help us through the tough times. May He continue to hold you in His arms and help you heal. Gods blessings to you and tour family. We love you, too.
Hi Becca,
It’s wonderful to hear from you, thank you for posting at such a sad time.
God bless you
Marion UK
Thank YOU Becca I’m so glad to see you posting back again :D
I just found your Blog the other day thanks to someone looking for a particular tutorial on SCS. I had to check it out and knew immediately that I needed to sign up for your blog newsletters/updates. I am so very sad to read of the passing of your beloved husband. As many others have said, the love of your family, friends and faith will help you to gently move over the bumps and around the spaces that your loss has created. I send my best wishes to you and your family as you start this new journey…and I look forward to getting to know you a bit better through your words and creative talent that obviously touch the hearts of many. Take good care….
Becca, welcome back. I am so glad to see you back because it means the healing has begun and you are truly being blessed by God. It it thanks to you that I have rediscovered a lot of my faith and the courage to express it to others in this world, something not so politically correct in this warped world today. You have introduced all your blog friends to so much and the wonderful companies you work with, especially Our Daily Bread, help us all express our faith. So the thank you is to you who has lifted all of US up. I hope you will continue to feel about us as family, as we certainly gain inspiration and hope from you. God bless….
It is so good to hear from you, I can only imagine how rough each day can be, praying God lifts you and brings you peace, and the strength to get through each and every day!
Becca, I checked in today to see if there was an update and was surprised to see that the update was from you. Still praying for you and your family in the comming days and during those “first’s”. The first birthday without your beloved, the first holiday without him, the first time you have to take care of some thing little or small that he took care of, etc.
All of these can be so hard and has a tendency to
catch you unaware, yet our Father holds each of us tightly in our “new normal” and never lets go. Even when we are able to stand and walk again He is right there when we get knocked off our feet again.
I know from the subjects in your art you will grab hold of Him when these times come and know that in the days, months and years to come that there were prayers lifted up for “such a time as this”. God hugs.
I’ve been gone since the middle of Oct. and am just reading of your loss, and your testimony of grace. I’m thankful for y the gift of John in your life and no matter how long God let him stay here, it wouldn’t have been long enough, but you still have “forever” to look forward to in Heaven, and that hope in God gets us through. I will be one of the many praying for you during this time and hugging you from afar. You have blessed so many of us with your talent and your witness for the Lord. Thank you for sharing.
Hi Becca
Just a short note to let you know that I am still praying and thinking of you. You are an inspiration to me. You make the best cards in the whole wide world. God blessed you with many talents. Writing a blog, the amazing cards that you make and I am sure many, many others. Thank you for sharing 2 of your talents with us. I LOVE your blog!
Hugs from the UAE
my thoughts and prayers continue to be with you and your family. He is in heaven with an awful lot of wonderful people. until you two can be together again.